[Hook/Chorus]
A friend of mine said I changed
F–k it, I grew
Then he asked for some change
I said, f–k it
I get no rest from my brain “yeah”
I can’t sleep at night, can’t sleep at night “oh oh oh ohh”
Voices in my head say I’m doomed
I don’t know what the f–k I should do
[Verse 1]
I toss and I
Turn and I
Sweat and I
Might just end up sleeping with the cross tonight
If these are not the things that I
Never wanted to come across in life
My conscience is conscienceless
Contradiction contradicting
I’m the victim
But I count the blisters when I count the blessings
Like when I would picture
Mom in the kitchen
I was a kid then
It started to kick in
My poppa was tripping
I wanted to switch them
Convinced that I wasn’t gone miss him
You know teenage feels, it seems bleak
The same feeling that came back this week
The doctor knows all my weak links
I see the most in my deep sleep
[Bridge]
There’s way too much going on in my
In my head, in my head, in my head, in my head
Thought I was asleep but I was dead
Parasites, these voices in my-
[Hook/Chorus]
A friend of mine said I changed
F–k it, I grew
Then he asked for some change
I said, f–k it
I get no rest from my brain “yeah”
I can’t sleep at night, can’t sleep at night “oh oh oh ohh”
Voices in my head say I’m doomed
I don’t know what the f–k I should do
[Verse 2]
All these chains “all these chains”
Dangling on me “dangling”
I am materialistic
And I will admit its got a hang-ling on me “I didn’t ”
I didn’t really listen when the preacher said its got a strangle-ling on me “I owe my”
I owe my soul some cleansing, if it come up missing Imma put the blame on it
I don’t make friends I make business partners now
Its all about what’s in my pockets now
Friend make incomplete promises
I’d give them jobs before a smile
I’d get a yacht before a child
They don’t really like me going wild
They just wanna hear me talk about-
[Hook/Chorus]
A friend of mine said I changed
F–k it, I grew
Then he asked for some change
I said, f–k it
I get no rest from my brain “yeah”
I can’t sleep at night, can’t sleep at night “oh oh oh ohh”
Voices in my head say I’m doomed
I don’t know what the f–k I should do